adrift…

the day began like so many others, people milling about, chatting about various things. Some things about work, some things about play… the same old things, day after day. nothing specific was going on… somethings were do in the distant future, somethings had past, life was adrift this monday morning. 

THe usual thoughts creep into a persons mind, what am I doin here? why am I doing this?

but the day starts rolling and blanks out those random thought. but until that kicks in the clock ticks the seconds off, 5 seconds at a time, time stands still.

A person wonders if they are groggy because of the medication they are on…. the blood pressure is too high, you must reduce it. take these pills, then feel like a weight is put on you everyday to keep you from floating away. We all want to float away, there is something in human nature that makes it impossible to stay in one place all the time, unchallenged. That is why jail is such a problem, it is tourture to stay in one spot for too long. Your eyes constantly take in information, and search for new sites, your memory is built to capture and hold important information every day… your body is made to travel long distances… it can repair itself… automatically.. if only it had a reason to…

starting to feel squirmish one looks at the clock only to realize it has been a half an hour….

gasp…